Oh, look! The world didn’t end!

Yet.

I won’t lie, I got caught up in the political landscape of our country leading up to the election, and that turned out to be a nightmare for me creatively. And sexually. The pain of the loss of possibility and potential that I experienced that night will stay with me forever, I assume. It came on like a physical ailment, like slipping further into a terrible fever as state after state slipped backwards into the cesspool of social conservatism. By the time the networks were calling it for Trump, I was despondent. My partner offered sex to lift my spirits, but in a rare state of malaise, I TURNED IT DOWN. That’s not like me at all, but the classic “not tonight dear, I have a headache” line was literally true for once. I sought the refuge of sleep, alone, and welcomed the deadening darkness that overtook me.

And that lasted, like, one day. By the end of the week, I was back to firing on all sexual cylinders. Some time the following week I got the bug to start writing about it again.

I am worried for our country and for the world in general. I don’t think we are OK, and I don’t think we are going to be OK. I hope kindness, understanding, and love win the day, but their representatives are not in charge at the moment. We could be in for a long haul, so it might be wise to shelter in place with a good book, pen and paper, and something hard and throbby.

My favorite things are reading, writing, and fucking.

I’m going to do as much of that as I can while it’s still legal.

Leave a Comment

Filed under Uncategorized

NEW BOOK FINISHED!

HAPPY DANCE TIME!

Check out an excerpt from GOOD FRIEND Volume 4: The Boy In The Window HERE.

Leave a Comment

Filed under Uncategorized

Crazy, maybe… but what’s worse?

A couple of days ago I wrote jokingly about perhaps being a little crazy. Well, I seem to have pissed off all my other personalities because now they don’t want to talk to me at all. I squeezed and dragged and screamed all day long yesterday and only managed around 100 words. Come on people, can’t we find a happy medium? Make me a happy medium and I promise I’ll do right by you on the page.

That’s all. Just a shout out to the writing gods, or demons, or whoever. Give me this day my thousand words.

Amen.

Leave a Comment

Filed under Uncategorized

Writing & Crazy: a match made somewhere

I’m still plugging away on Volume 4 of my GOOD FRIEND series. This one is about a woman who watches, and is watched by, a teenage boy in the house across the street. She started out as a quickie character who existed solely to get me to some dirty sex writing, but as seems to be the case more and more, I am growing to care about her as a person. Yes, you read right. I am connecting emotionally with a fictional character that exists only in my brain. I’m not sure if it’s just my own personal crazy or if other writers also feel this way about their creations. Would it change anything if I found out it’s only me? It’s doubtful. I’d probably keep at it, populating worlds with confident sluts who know exactly what they want but sometimes get more than they bargained for. The kind of woman I might be, if only on paper.

The other thing I’ve been dealing with is newer stories trying to force their way out before the current ones get themselves written. What’s with all the pushing and shoving? Calm down. I’ll get to each of you in turn. I currently have three stories in progress and notes for around a dozen more, and they don’t even include Volumes 5 and 6 of GOOD FRIEND. All I know for sure on those is that 5 will be about hypnotism and 6 will be my first 3-way story. After that, I expect to move on to a new storyline for a while, but I may decide to come back for another round of tales from this world. The idea of these people confessing their sexy sins in this format excites me, and more and more I’ve been thinking it might be fun to play with some crossover of these characters. Those of you who read GOOD FRIEND VOLUME 0: The Loophole will understand how that’s possible. All I need to do is finish that story and get more of you signed up on my mailing list so I can send it out to you for free.

So I guess that last paragraph ended up suggesting that you should go up to the far right of my website menu bar and click where it says “Mailing List.” Enter your info in there, verify it, and you will absolutely NOT be inundated with junk mail from me. I’ll send you the special members only story when it’s ready and an occasional notification when a new book comes out, but other than that I’ll assume that you want junk mail as much as I do.

I’ll leave you today with a video from PULP. They have been my soundtrack lately and I want you to love them as much as I do (if you don’t already).

Leave a Comment

Filed under Uncategorized

Just finished writing Volume 3…

That’s right, I typed out the last few words on GOOD FRIEND VOLUME 3: Spot Me, and I think it’s the hottest thing I’ve ever written. I’m excited at the idea of you getting excited reading it.

I’ll be jumping right into Volume 4 as soon as I’m done editing and fine-tuning my new baby. This process is exciting, and addictive. I’ll be writing at least six volumes in this series before moving on to another story, plus a special edition, GOOD FRIEND VOLUME 0: The Loophole, which will explain some of the background of the series and will be available only to readers who sign up for my mailing list.
So go do that now if you haven’t already! The Loophole will be ready in a couple of weeks and everyone on the list will get an E-copy.

Beyond the GOOD FRIEND series, there are so many issues I want to explore. So many exciting things going on in the world, and fantasies so many of us WISH were happening. The things I’ve been doing in the name of research…
*wink*
Well, let’s just say I take an occasional break from writing and then write to get a break from whatever I’ve gotten myself into. It can be a lovely full circle.

Another thing that my research has brought me into contact with is a website called Chaturbate. Have you seen this? It is essentially a cam site (place where people perform on web cameras) that allows viewers to tip the performers with credits. People masturbate and have sex, and chat with viewers and smoke and vape and dance. There are young people and old, some in great shape and some not-so-much, happy and excited people and bored people, really all types of legal-age participants. Some put real effort into creating sets with good lighting and flattering angles, and others just switch on the camera with no forethought. Some girls scream and others are quiet. Like real life.

I’m kind of obsessed with it. I want to set a story or maybe even an entire series in that world. I’m far too reserved to try anything like that myself, but the voyeur inside me provides the content for my writer self to shape. I’ve been thinking though… Every once in while you’ll see a performer on there in a mask, protecting their identity. Go look, you’ll see what I mean.

Who knows? Before long, that might even be me.

PS:
My first book, GOOD FRIEND VOLUME 1: Neighborly, is currently available in Amazon Kindle Unlimited, so if you’re enrolled you can give it a read for free! I’d love to hear what you think:
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B01HT2IU6W

Leave a Comment

Filed under Uncategorized